What do you suppose it suggest of us
when we ask Allah for companionship and love
Then we go forth
soon forgetting
and thus lacking the preparedness
that should of been practiced after asking
Proving ourselves not worthy
Blinded and already jaded
This self-oppression seems to again cover a person like a glove.
Upheld from personal achievements, titles, assets, skills, or even beauty as bringers of winners around the losers circle
Fallen stars
Burn the last of their fuel
No escape from the abyss of blackness into the whole they begin to fall
When values are attached to depreciating assets
I see my efforts of courtship as a transaction in the moment
One of mutual benefit and not always an investment to reap from later
All money isn’t spent in the same place
Just as love isn’t always shown in One way
But in a variety of ways that proves ones commitment
As it is displayed through the animation of another being.
when we ask Allah for companionship and love
Then we go forth
soon forgetting
and thus lacking the preparedness
that should of been practiced after asking
Proving ourselves not worthy
Blinded and already jaded
This self-oppression seems to again cover a person like a glove.
Upheld from personal achievements, titles, assets, skills, or even beauty as bringers of winners around the losers circle
Fallen stars
Burn the last of their fuel
No escape from the abyss of blackness into the whole they begin to fall
When values are attached to depreciating assets
I see my efforts of courtship as a transaction in the moment
One of mutual benefit and not always an investment to reap from later
All money isn’t spent in the same place
Just as love isn’t always shown in One way
But in a variety of ways that proves ones commitment
As it is displayed through the animation of another being.
All the Initial signs of attraction
After the Ice Breaker
It was Easy to be polite
“Don’t do anything you wouldn’t normally”, she said to me
So, I responded, “I’m not acting out of character”!
Bad Customer service, a mutiny we all agreed upon further opening the discussion to linger
even as our physical distance grew and my words escape me
wanting to be genuine with my interest
Now Standing at the other end of the counter
After the Ice Breaker
It was Easy to be polite
“Don’t do anything you wouldn’t normally”, she said to me
So, I responded, “I’m not acting out of character”!
Bad Customer service, a mutiny we all agreed upon further opening the discussion to linger
even as our physical distance grew and my words escape me
wanting to be genuine with my interest
Now Standing at the other end of the counter
But still open for more conversation because she is leaning on the wall but still facing me.
How much do we actually miss while we short-cut thinking?
Or do we use it (our phones) to avoid real human interaction?
“Well this is it kid”, “Speak or forever hold your peace
“what could’ve been”
If I had spoken to her for as long as her energy on my consciousness last.
Like the lingering scent of a far off mate, at intersections we take notice of these encounters as being heaven sent...
The choice is yours
Rather than ask you all the mundane questions
“Are you single, Are you married”, do you have children?
I’d rather remain subtle
Standing close enough again to like your eyes, shape, your hair and skin color...
Red...
A shade lighter than me
Many of the same traits as the women in my own family
Same tribe I believe
How much do we actually miss while we short-cut thinking?
Or do we use it (our phones) to avoid real human interaction?
“Well this is it kid”, “Speak or forever hold your peace
“what could’ve been”
If I had spoken to her for as long as her energy on my consciousness last.
Like the lingering scent of a far off mate, at intersections we take notice of these encounters as being heaven sent...
The choice is yours
Rather than ask you all the mundane questions
“Are you single, Are you married”, do you have children?
I’d rather remain subtle
Standing close enough again to like your eyes, shape, your hair and skin color...
Red...
A shade lighter than me
Many of the same traits as the women in my own family
Same tribe I believe
I knew she would call
I pleaded with her firmly before departing from her company
“I’ll call”, she said
I could hear the certainty in her voice.
Fluttering like a bronco trying to free itself from its burden
When the heart entangles in recognition to its counterpart.
I can sense the God-particle of her feminine energy trusting only my intuition,
Lowering my gaze and avoiding eye contact.
How long will it take for her to reach out?
“You know, we don’t even know what each other looks like”!
Masks, mask the smiles from a prince who once he finds a suitor
She can be his queen.
Still I haven’t looked...
At her
To look is to study, absorb into the heart what is looked upon, I’ve heard and felt her presence, when she came around
But still I have only seen her.
She’s Educated, stable, with child, close friends and family who support her
I pleaded with her firmly before departing from her company
“I’ll call”, she said
I could hear the certainty in her voice.
Fluttering like a bronco trying to free itself from its burden
When the heart entangles in recognition to its counterpart.
I can sense the God-particle of her feminine energy trusting only my intuition,
Lowering my gaze and avoiding eye contact.
How long will it take for her to reach out?
“You know, we don’t even know what each other looks like”!
Masks, mask the smiles from a prince who once he finds a suitor
She can be his queen.
Still I haven’t looked...
At her
To look is to study, absorb into the heart what is looked upon, I’ve heard and felt her presence, when she came around
But still I have only seen her.
She’s Educated, stable, with child, close friends and family who support her
Yeah, but The Question yet remains
“Why is she single”?
Successful...she’s dated her version of the dreamer
Wasteful
Usurper, taking her for granite
I’’ve got my own
Instead this just means we’ll have a lot to potentially talk about
Share
Discuss
Debate
Or through one another be inspired
“Why is she single”?
Successful...she’s dated her version of the dreamer
Wasteful
Usurper, taking her for granite
I’’ve got my own
Instead this just means we’ll have a lot to potentially talk about
Share
Discuss
Debate
Or through one another be inspired
Maybe you don’t trust yourself from past choices,
we’ve all chosen wrong before
It must be Exhausting for a woman
To become more confused
the more sophisticated she believes she becomes
Vaporous breathe from the harsh words of bitterness that still circulates through the blood
Anticipating the same behaviors
Self-defeating by emotionally writing her own outcomes
Mostly speculations
That vicariously paint her reality-drama
Resembling her mental state
For People now lose with themselves,
Is it fair that I begin where the last man left off?
There’s a hesitation to the question,
“UH”! “What’s That”? Only when you’re pissed off...?
Multiple fouls on the play
Red Flags litter the ground between our opposing teams
Even Before the coin toss
we’ve all chosen wrong before
It must be Exhausting for a woman
To become more confused
the more sophisticated she believes she becomes
Vaporous breathe from the harsh words of bitterness that still circulates through the blood
Anticipating the same behaviors
Self-defeating by emotionally writing her own outcomes
Mostly speculations
That vicariously paint her reality-drama
Resembling her mental state
For People now lose with themselves,
Is it fair that I begin where the last man left off?
There’s a hesitation to the question,
“UH”! “What’s That”? Only when you’re pissed off...?
Multiple fouls on the play
Red Flags litter the ground between our opposing teams
Even Before the coin toss
Your actions are vastly louder than your words in contradiction, so is there something you’re really trying to say?
The condition of a soul can’t be hidden
Suppressed by the criminal self
Otherwise overtaken with despair
Pollinated with negative thoughts that speak out spells of magic that kill progress.
Raging...A woman scorned in the absence of real men
I Love the same way you do
Hard
With My entire Being
That’s how you see my efforts
My appreciation of your value
But
Before we could even meet, She was Gone!!!
The condition of a soul can’t be hidden
Suppressed by the criminal self
Otherwise overtaken with despair
Pollinated with negative thoughts that speak out spells of magic that kill progress.
Raging...A woman scorned in the absence of real men
I Love the same way you do
Hard
With My entire Being
That’s how you see my efforts
My appreciation of your value
But
Before we could even meet, She was Gone!!!